Anonymous asked: (sorry to be anon) I think that guy is a rapist and I think he has a habit of believing things that mean he can do what he wants and you don’t sound in any way awful.
(thanks for the last part.)
to clarify (because I’m suddenly paranoid because someone made this mistake before) this person isn’t from redlands and isn’t anyone my followers would know. (one of my friends once assumed this guy (‘person from november’) was the same person as my ex and just nonononono not the same at all.)
(instead of more packing I had a political argument with my dad which is always annoying because he ~*devil’s advocates*~ to the point where I have no idea if he believes anything or just wants to make me be wrong somehow.)
(but it ended with me going “see I’m just never going to understand Big Money Politics stuff because once you have enough money and power to like, exist with some cats and a nice house, why wouldn’t you just stop caring about getting more money and power and just hang out and do stuff?”)
(then I informed him that it’s all okay because I’m too stupid to ever be rich so I don’t have to care.)
THE TUMBLR TO-DO LIST OF THERE IS STUFF EVERYWHERE AND I’M TOO LAZY TO REACH MY WHITEBOARD:
- go take a shower. - pack more shit.
- fix the adwords campaign stuff for job#2. (apparently ALL ADS MUST BE BLUE)
pack enough shit that you have access to whiteboard side of room again. - make EPIC LIST OF ALL THE SHIT YOU HAVE TO DO TOMORROW. (electricity! internet! pharmacy! PHONE CALLS GALORE.) - oh wait also timesheet
- rejoice quietly because thursday is your psychiatrist appointment and you can get your wellbutrin back.
- go to bed by 2 latest so you can get up at 9/get to work by 10.
GOD BLESS THE SHEER LUCK OF HAVING AN INTEREST IN AND APTITUDE FOR A NORMAL PRACTICAL SKILL IN ADDITION TO THE OTHER BULLSHIT I DO.
but if this is true (and I’ll wait a month or so to see if it is) then it means Plan Cat is a go
(finally got to plug in my actual rent/utilities/etc)
(if my excel spreadsheet isn’t lying to me THIS IS BULLSHIT.)
(I CAN LIVE ON A LITTLE OVER HALF OF WHAT I’M MAKING.)
(H OW ?? ?)
WELL I FUCKING LOVE THIS APARTMENT
but I can’t really MOVE IN move in until it has internet and I have no fucking idea how one…purchases internet.
gotta figure that out.
TO THE INTERNET.
time to PACK UP SOME CRAP and then GO TO TOYS R US LIKE A CHILD BECAUSE COSPLAY MATERIALS and then TAKE CRAP TO NEW APARTMENT.
the perfect blend of adolescence and adulthood.
nothing’s more annoying than artists who have SUCH AN INSPIRATIONAL AESTHETIC TO YOU but you DON’T APPRECIATE WHAT THEY DO WITH THEMSELVES AS ARTISTS THAT MUCH.
> client site has a FAQ done in video-clip form.
> I mention to boss that this is an accessibility problem for people with hearing disabilities.
> “you’re right, we’ll get someone to transcribe them.”
> points for you, job.
also, in my ongoing quest to be an executive dysfunction disaster and still work two jobs (which I just realized I was doing, like, yesterday) I’m working on an Intense Energy Summoning playlist so I can put myself in my sensory work-bubble and not get fired.
suggestions are welcome.
it currently has a lot of fall out boy and cascada.
you know what, fuck this noise, I get to move into MY APARTMENT tonight.
.[tw sexual assault-adjacent(???)stuff(??) in the tags]